Welcome to ToBeFree!
My name is Jeff Fenske, and am writing from Anchorage, Alaska, where I moved to from the flatland of Minnesota in 1980.
For ten years, I’ve been sending out this info through an email list. A wonderful friend (who wants to remain anonymous) kept telling me I should start a blog, but I really didn’t know how. So for Christmas, without telling me until just before he handed me the reigns, he built this for me from my emails, and trained me how to maintain it. Now, I’m at the helm with him just looking over my shoulder, thousands of miles away.
This site, ToBeFree isn’t mainly about the freedom from a tyrannical government; though, this is an important issue that I seriously address. ToBeFree is ultimately about freedom to be free inside–deep within–resting–free from the oppression, even though the world around us may be in chaos. Which is kind of like the anti-revenge, 1972-75 Kung Fu series (now out on DVD), which had such a big impact in my life. No matter what Caine went through, he had peace inside.
“You have the weakness to defend your injury with killing. Have you not the strength to forgive?” – Caine
“…some men receive injury but return kindness.” – Master Po
Having been so influenced, still in a “Christian” high school, I decided to check out every religion until I found the one that could give me the power to walk in love no matter what.
I started by reading the Bible. And in Acts 16, I saw real life Caine’s in Paul and Silas. They had the power to love no matter what. Thus, I became free, dedicating my life to Christ.
But then I tried to find a ‘church’ that lined up with what I was reading. Has that been interesting! And I’ve actually seen some glimpses of the real thing, but there is always something that gets in the way….
Many say that ‘one’ can’t happen–Jesus heart-cry and call for us in John 17: that we may be ‘one’ with each other in Himself and the Father. ‘One’ is where there is fullness of joy as we abide in Him (John 15).
This is what Paul said should happen when all five types of the called-by-God-and-qualified (1 Tim. 3 & Tit. 1) church leaders do their job. This is supposed to be normal Christianity:
Eph. 4:11 He gave some to be apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, shepherds and teachers; 12 for the perfecting of the saints, to the work of serving, to the building up of the body of Christ; 13 until we all attain to the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a full grown man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ; 14 that we may no longer be children, tossed back and forth and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the trickery of men, in craftiness, after the wiles of error; 15 but speaking truth in love, we may grow up in all things into him, who is the head, Christ; 16 from whom all the body, being fitted and knit together through that which every joint supplies, according to the working in measure of each individual part, makes the body increase to the building up of itself in love. [from the World English Bible (WEB), which I’ll use a lot because it’s a good translation and is royalty free]
Why isn’t this level of unity, fullness, even ‘perfection’ happening? Well, I believe this is the biggest matrix nut to crack, and it’s totally crackable. And we can do it, for I think this is mainly a doctrinal nut to crack, and it will take some serious spiritual warfare. For our warfare is against demonic forces, not people.
And I think we’re almost there, especially if we work together, in Christ to get ‘er done.
I appreciate all comments, suggestions––even criticisms. And if you’d like to write me directly, here is my address [alaska.com is now alaskan.com below]:
Thank you for hanging out at ToBeFree, and may we be ‘ONE!’
Jeff Fenske : )
Sequoia National Park, November 2005
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I love that you use Y-OUR mind and understand it is a terrible thing to waste. In my walk with God I gave up all pursuit of possessions and over a three year period learned about sins I carried with me. God has brought me to a point to walk as his son Jesus of Nazareth did. I have a vibration that very few understand. It is with me all day long. It is how God communicates with me directly.
A matrix of patterns is communicating with us at all times and it has told me to prepare for war in our country. I write to you because you know the Lord. It was clear when I read your writings that you understand that hate is destroying our country and forgiveness is being found less and less.
Though this is hard for most to believe, I am a high priest of the order of Aaron and soon will be witnessing with signs and wonders to the people of America. I want to tell you some important things and I know that you can pray to the Lord and gain insight. Anything I say here to you must be verified in prayer.
One of the reasons most pastors, preachers and fathers do not know me is because they are afraid to ask God about me. They trust in money and not in God. This is why there are not miracles in most churches.
I realize that to communicate truth to others it must be done kindly and as a servant. I will now phrase questions of comparison because as you know many anti-christs are at work in the churches.
-Born of a virgin did not Jesus of Nazareth walk with God his entire life?
-Did Christ not teach that because man had rejected God that he would use the love of the mother for the child to cleanse man of sin?
-Did not Paul teach that the women are to be the spiritual teachers of the children and the men are to enforce the law?
-Did not Jesus and all the saints teach that in the heart of woman is God’s justice of compassion and mercy?
***I saw you call preachers out on your site that think they are greater than God, these vain preachers think they are spiritual teachers when they do not even enforce the law and their true desires are to get praise from others and take their money.
-Are not overzealous anti-christs running our country, claiming to know Christ as they oppress the poor?
-Does not God say he knew all his children before he formed them in the womb and therefore these anti-christs who tell the poor that they do not deserve a free hand out… are truly the ones that have gotten the free handout being born into riches?
-Did not Jesus of Nazareth say the poor are his people and not the rich that started life with the free handout and that have chosen to horde wealth that will lead to their own destruction?
-Did not Jesus wash his disciple’s feet saying if the body is clean you only need to wash the feet? Do not these vain preachers, fake spiritual teachers refuse to have their feet washed and refuse to wash others?
-Does not the scripture say that when a man casts out an unclean spirit he must live a life worthy of Christ and wash others feet and if they don’t seven more wicked unclean spirits come back to make this man worst off than before?
***When the father uses me to cast out demons a person is lifted two feet in the air and the unclean spirits come out of him and the countenance of that man has completely changed, when the anti-christs cast out unclean spirits, they really are doing the opposite, they push the man to the ground and now symbolically his whole body has gotten dirty.
– Remember this parable: “A man had a fig tree growing in his vineyard, and he went to look for fruit on it but did not find any. So he said to the man who took care of the vineyard, ‘For three years now I’ve been coming to look for fruit on this fig tree and haven’t found any. Cut it down! Why should it use up the soil?’
“‘Sir,’ the man replied, ‘leave it alone for one more year, and I’ll dig around it and fertilize it. If it bears fruit next year, fine! If not, then cut it down.’”
– And also these words: “Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were not willing. Look, your house is left to you desolate. I tell you, you will not see me again until you say, ‘blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.’ ”
-Lastly, “Truly I tell you,” he continued, “no prophet is accepted in his hometown. I assure you that there were many widows in Israel in Elijah’s time, when the sky was shut for three and a half years and there was a severe famine throughout the land. Yet Elijah was not sent to any of them, but to a widow in Zarephath in the region of Sidon. And there were many in Israel with leprosy in the time of Elisha the prophet, yet not one of them was cleansed—only Naaman the Syrian.”
When I tell you this I hope that you will pray to the father and ask him for clarity. In three years there will be war in our country and ethnic cleansing by the “pharaohs”. I keep a vigil daily before the Lord praying for our people to be spared. I write you this because I read your words and said to the Lord this man knows the law. He loves his brothers and sisters as he loves himself. I asked the Lord after reading your words if you can be a confidant. Because you understand that churches are to take alms for the poor and not for themselves.
Soon I will be doing miracles the world has not seen for generations and feeding the poor with manna from the father. I ask you to consider the task the Lord has asked me to lay at your feet. It will not be easy; you will be persecuted like Jesus Christ of Nazareth our redeemer. You may even be killed. Trust in the Lord because he never gives those he calls more than they can handle.
I say these things to you with a contrite heart as I wish I could do this on my own. However these anti-christs that daily blasphemy the Holy Spirit by using Christ’s words to condemn and oppress others are wicked men with deprived minds and will stop at nothing to keep from being exposed. Their goal is to divide and conquer, picking off God’s elect one by one. These men are reprobate and cause a schism in the churches and our country, working hard to keep many in bondage to sin because they love the wages of death.
If you choose this path you will have to leave everything for Christ and as it is said many are called but few are chosen and if I lay my hands on you, you will prophesy and speak in tongues. And believe me there will be others that after seeing these miracles will come to me and ask me to lay hands on them, however they will not receive the Holy Ghost and it will be because they are not willing to give up all earthy desires to follow the truth, the way and the life that is Christ.
Pray to the father and if you feel your will is strong you may receive the Holy Spirit; a vibration that does not leave you when you are cleansed from sin. The great song writers, artists and philosophers have felt this vibration that is unique to each individual if only for fleeting moments.
Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Jesus Christ our Savior.
P.S. Your name means Peace Traveler of the Humble Winner!
I like it because Jesus said the game that is being played is not about good and evil or who has the most knowledge. It is a game of winners and losers… and the winners in the end are the losers and losers are the winners.
“Those who try to gain their own life will lose it; but those who lose their life for my sake will gain it.”
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it; but if you lose your life for my sake, you will find it.”
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it; but if you lose your life for me and for the gospel, you will save it.”
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it, but if you lose your life for my sake, you will save it.”
“Those who love their own life will lose it; those who hate their own life in this world will keep it for life eternal.”
May the road rise to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
The rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of his hand.
May God be with you and bless you;
May you see your children’s children.
May you be poor in misfortune,
Rich in blessings,
May you know nothing but happiness
From this day forward.
May the road rise to meet you
May the wind be always at your back
May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home
And may the hand of a friend always be near.
May green be the grass you walk on,
May blue be the skies above you,
May pure be the joys that surround you,
May true be the hearts that love you.
WE KNOW THAT WE KNOW GOD BECAUSE WE PRACTICE THE ART OF PEACE THAT WE LEARNED FROM HIS SON.
“The greatness of a man is not in how much wealth he acquires, but in his integrity and his ability to affect those around him positively.” -Bob Marley
Our goal is to convert the rich man, to teach him that he is not to take tithes for himself but instead to take alms for the poor. To feed and shelter the poor and to set those that are being oppressed free. For Christ came into this world not to condemn it but to save it. Peace.